At 10am I take my last required yoga class for training. This Saturday marks the end of my training, it will be our last weekend together. I am beginning to feel it more each and every day, I am really sad that is over. I really don’t want it to end, it has been such a fantastic experience.
I will admit that a part of my sadness comes from fear. I am afraid that if I don’t have these weekends at the studio anymore, then I will slip back into the ‘old’ me right away. There was nothing wrong with the old me, I just like the new me so much better. Of course this is probably not reality, but it is an old feeling I can’t shake this week.
I am pretty amazed that I made this all happen. I am proud of myself for sticking it through no matter what came my way. This has been a dream for me. The people I shared this training with have forever impacted my life. There are no accidents in life, we were all meant to be together at this time. I learned so much about myself in this training. I more self-aware now than I have ever been before. When I look into the eyes of the 24 people I shared this journey with I see pure bliss. I love each and every one of them for being in my life. I wish I could explain what it is like to be in a room with 24 other people who share your same passion and are on the same journey as you are, it is powerful. We are a powerful bunch.
My life is so much better with these 24 people in it. I am so much better for having this experience on my journey. My family is so much better because I am the best version of myself.